Something happened（5.29）

A gay friend told me that life is hard for everyone, no matter you are gay or not.  We lost toutch after several months when I found I was dependent on him so much.

A straight friend on BBS asked me to quit gay group. I promised, but he disappeared when I felt love from him.

Now, I just wonder what I really have , maybe I never lost something. They passed me only.




[ 本帖最后由 wentworth 于 2008-10-12 11:20 编辑 ]

Be a happy gay, enjoy every day!

Thank you. And best wishes to you.

讨厌,又要死机了.

Always remember the night I wait for the bus. I can't take taxi because of the heavy snow. One car stopped in the bus stop and picked one guy up. That moment, I just thought I would love the guy no matter who he is ,if he can stop the car for me.  Maybe it is just a silly mind.

again and again, I am always puzzled by the question: will I find a person who loves me ture.  It is so hard to say but only wait. No a big deal, so do I speak to myself.

i found wheni lost my heart to him i lost all my friends not onli the gay one but also the straights,god my poor life.........i just wanna an accident to end my fucking fucking foolish life now,so sad

歪油塞硬哥里西????歪歪歪!!!
调儿米歪!

It was such a coincide to meet Toan on another BBS.

so, you are gay,aren't you?    I asked Toan.
How did you know?                He responded .
From the gesture you take your such a big bag.
Heh, you got it.
But forget I'm a gay and so do I, ok?
No problem.                           

Toan is a beautiful boy who has two relationship with a girl in hangzhou and a boy in shanghai respectively.  I find myself a little affection on him from the first impression. But I know it is impossible. So to be friend is the best way for us.

It is so funny to chat with you.   Toan said to me on QQ.
Heh, you are not the first one to say that to me .      I smiled but he can't see it.

queer like queering way..wow

It is just a wrong way that I thought maybe I could get something in.  

I don’t want to be so shy
I can’t stand it anymore
Try to wait and say hello
To the girl I loved before
I feel sick in all these days
Long away from being with you
So I pray every night
Go outside and take a ride

I hope not to be afraid
I can’t stand it anymore
Shall I turn to say goodbye
To the ones I hated before
I was lonely all these days
Feel not fine and a little gray
I just sit down and close my eyes
Wish I could have you in my life

Chorus:
If you like to stay
Stay with me this summer
If you like to hear
I’ll sing this song all the winter

[ 本帖最后由 wentworth 于 2008-5-11 19:40 编辑 ]

《Lost & Found》written by Carolyn Parkhurst. I finished this book yesterday ,and in fact I spent  only two days finishing it in all.  I learned much. I got to know the word "gay" means happy originally, but in reality, it is not true.   Life, never goes with me.

andy,what happend::027::

hehe, my dear ::027::

Toan got a new job. He told me that he got along well with his new colleagues, especially the handsome guys.   
      
       It is good to be like this.   He sent SMS to me.
       Anyway, don't forget me.  The only thing you do for me.

I replied at the moment I was reading 《八月未央》。I told Toan, I can get back through Anny's book temporarily. Back to the time that I was not a gay,because I made a mark where I can't return.

[ 本帖最后由 wentworth 于 2008-6-25 16:16 编辑 ]

我需要个翻译。怎么办。

I became home-stay boy this summer.Watching washing reading, what else can i do? Maybe boring......

I like your writing very much. Hoping we can share everything between us with each other. if you whish, add my MSN: magicboy_bob@hotmail.com.

Thank you,but I'm afraid I haven't setuped MSN on my computer.

I walked so hard last night.I just moved without destination for two hours.Exhausted,but I want,because I'm guilty.

A gay friend chatted a lot typing with me on QQ about boyfriend.But next day,he told me that the person I chatted to was not him,but his wife."You made me in trouble."

I feel so sorry for him.I haven't recognized it was his wife.Perhaps she has seen the dialogue record before the conversation.But no matter how,I made him in  big trouble indeed.I can do nothing to make up my mistake,but to apologize to him.

[ 本帖最后由 wentworth 于 2008-7-7 16:33 编辑 ]

Heh,thank you for reading my essay.I have noticed the mistakes you pointed,but I don't want to correct it on purpose.

And I don't quite understand your meaning in F23th.

[ 本帖最后由 wentworth 于 2008-7-14 20:09 编辑 ]

Exhausted, everyday I feel so back from the work palce. Got cold on Friday night, so I slept  14 hours on Saturday. I never thouht it will be so hard for working.  On Sunday, I found I lost my U-Disk。 God, there is a lot of data in it. I hardly remember when I used it last time. It is a  terrible summer.